A tiring day

a tiring day lor. reached home ard 11pm
after doing the volunteering work at bt batok.
my heart is always filled wif a sense of achievement
when i saw the children n guided them in
small group discussion. and i always felt
very happy to be wif them.
some of them are so decent, others so keen to learn.
i guess this is something tt make me feel
glad about my contribution to these kids.
interestingly, they are either malay or indian.
no chinese families in this children program.

i wonder will i continue my volunteering service
next time bcos e journey home is so looooong.
see how God guides my heart.

i wanna choose to trust Him and see Him guide me.
got to be serious in doing some reading
for my course already, if not i will feel guilty again!
i dun like that feeling, i better start reading tmr.

Lord grant me a willing heart
to be self-discipline.
The Holy Spirit helps me to bear the fruit
of self control so tt i can bring good to pple ard me.

Self control is saying "no" to what i want/ desire
and "yes" to thing that is right!

Lord, help me:
not to act impulsively;
to set limit;
not to equate desire with rights;
see anger as a sign of something is wrong;
walk away from things that aren't right.
Amen.